It’s 5am. Another day of being extremely tired but not being able to sleep. But as a result, all these thoughts and emotions flood in.
I came back to my home away from home yesterday, after going back for a weekend for family commitments. Since telling my mum about my diagnosis, home has started to feel more and more uncomfortable and suffocating. You would think I’d be feeling relieved after returning to Southampton but I still feel so restless and a bit empty. My exam is two days away but my focus is nonexistent. Despite being around friends, I feel distant, I feel like a stranger even though I know I’m not.